I need a miracle. God, please help me to forgive myself and see my own wholeness and perfection. I feel so wrong, so guilty, and it is eating away at my heart and life. God, please give me your strength to let go of the blame, the co-dependence, the habitual berating of myself. I do this so others will not be able to blame me more than I am blaming myself. I know all of this is a distraction from my light and my purpose. I know that the guilt is an illusion, but I cannot get past it alone. God, please show me what I need to see in order to release myself from this hell. I want to walk in your light, in your love, in your grace and be the woman/man I already am. Please help me set her/him free.